Sunday Febuary 1, 2009

Worst Part of the Day - we might not stay in Charlotte. I had to write that small because I'm still hoping. Oh yes, Erik has a verbal agreement with his job, Oh yes, we have a contract on a house and Oh yes, I might go crazy if I have to pick up and move .... AGAIN. He just had a moment during his 22nd of 34 calls this weekend that he should have gone with his gut and never said yes to the position. I'm kind of in shock, but weeping nonetheless. I truly don't know if it
a. it's just heat of the moment talk
b. he just really, really does have commitment issues and buyer's remorse or
c. he just got talked into a bad situation because his brother lives here and I like the city so much.
Only time will tell - in the meantime .... I sit stunned and devastated. And weirdly I feel bad for HIM (this might just be a coping mechanism so I don't start throwing knives).

Best Part of the Day - Took the kiddos to the park in the 56 degree sunshine. Lovely, lovely. They ran and played and did some swinging and dug in the sand and had a wonderful time. What a delish Feb day o' fine weather!